Good morning love,
Not feeling much better this morning, unfortunately. Wanting to write a bit here so it's not in our conversations. Trying to just distract myself and work through as I know that not getting things done will make the feeling worse, both by allowing myself to feel down and also by adding the regret of being unproductive.
How will I transition away from a work-centered life?
How will I allow myself to not feel so competitive and prideful about my work?
What will I do that fits my values, is relevant, gives me a sense of satisfaction, earns money and gives me flexibility?
Why am I here and sacrificing all this if I'm offending people or not even doing a good job?
Anyway, there are my thoughts. Going to try to return my focus to this week only, and what I want to get done.
I have 10pm on my calendar every night now. Will make sure that we have that time every day, even if I'm feeling down.
I love you always.